Well I went back to work after 6 weeks of being off and it was horrible. Lennox was not fond of daycare the first week so it made it hard to leave him. I have been trying to teach him that I am his provider, his one and only caregiver. He has had so many over the first year of his life, I didn't want him to think I was ever leaving him. We established a great bond during those 6 weeks and then I had to leave him in the arms of strangers. The ladies at daycare are amazing and they love him so much. He has been going to daycare for 2 weeks now and he is doing great. He cries when I leave him in the morning with a teacher that is not his, but as soon as his teacher gets there he is fine.
Kadin is still being a stinker, but I have high hopes that he will get over his jealousy at some point. A lady at work said it took her son 5 years to start liking his baby sister. I am not sure I can handle 5 years of "He is looking out my window" "He is looking at me" "There are to many people in the house" "He needs to go to bed now".
The bad moment are worth it when I have little happy moments. Kadin had to stop playing soccer last week because he needed to go off the field and give Lennox a hug and a kiss. He is trying so hard to be a good big brother, but it is hard for him to share the world he has been the center of for 3 years.
I took Lennox to get his picture taken last week and he didn't do very good, but out of the 60 pictures that they took I got about 8 good ones. I will post a couple for everyone to see. I am excited for Kadin to hopefully be a willing participant in the next photo session.
more later
Jessica
Kadin is still being a stinker, but I have high hopes that he will get over his jealousy at some point. A lady at work said it took her son 5 years to start liking his baby sister. I am not sure I can handle 5 years of "He is looking out my window" "He is looking at me" "There are to many people in the house" "He needs to go to bed now".
The bad moment are worth it when I have little happy moments. Kadin had to stop playing soccer last week because he needed to go off the field and give Lennox a hug and a kiss. He is trying so hard to be a good big brother, but it is hard for him to share the world he has been the center of for 3 years.
I took Lennox to get his picture taken last week and he didn't do very good, but out of the 60 pictures that they took I got about 8 good ones. I will post a couple for everyone to see. I am excited for Kadin to hopefully be a willing participant in the next photo session.
more later
Jessica